So many sadness
days had gone by but the sadness still lingers... last week, my supervisor passed away. it's like a shock to me. especially my unit at work. she was a very happy-go-lucky and bubbly person. every time i walk by her cubicle, i feel sad. because it was so sudden... that week was also when my house was broken into for the 3rd time this year. i was so traumatized that i had to be hospitalized. my mental health had been a roller coaster ever since then. so i need to take care of myself better. i can't let myself drown in sorrow. but it's hard. but this griefing process... i don't know what to think anymore. i'm just sad. i want to live normally. like normal people do. but how do normal people do? maybe if i don't think to much...then i can go through this... maybe....