My struggle with mental health
hi, welcome to my blog. it's been a while. i nearly forgot that i even have this blog. i don't even know why i type that title. maybe for clickbait? hahaha anyway...to say that i'm struggling is an understatement. i just feel empty. i don't feel joy anymore. or maybe it's just my depression talking. you know what. scratch that. i need to be clear. you see, to write all of this takes a lot of courage. i know i talk a lot about my mental health, my depression but that only the gist of it. if u really2 should know i was diagnose with cyclothymia. what is that? well....doctors called it the baby bipolar. so that means i got a little high but not quite enough to be mania and then i got low but not enough to be the textbook depression. meaning when i'm in mania i may look a little bit happier than usual but not in a hyper way and when i'm in low mood, my depression doesn't stay longer than a week maybe...does that make sense? it doesn't make sense. i k...